replay .

as the days go by i stand here seeing us drifting away or am i just over reacting ? you say you love me you say you'll never forget about me you say all these things i've heard before yet only a few mean it and a few dont. its hard to believe these words coming from you . I have a feeling our friendship ending at some point in the future but i try not to let these pictures come true . I try I try I think im doing quiet well but how long can I keep up and take anymore of this pain and hurt .
you were my source of happiness and the centre gravity of my pain, how can something so beautiful and bring so much happiness bring so much pain ? its because i care to much for you.

one day you will understand...

the end ?

I thought you were a great friend - I was wrong but i still believe you are
I thought you were different from orthers - but your the same no difference.
we shared many memories that we once said that would never be forgotten but i guess the bad side flushed them away which was a pity .
im sorry i put you down but without me in your life you can be happy . it never seemed to bother you when i was gone why would it bother you now ? of what happened on saturday ? neither of us approuched eachorther that was our own fooolishness i guess it was of many things , things you would never understand or see or care .
yes im selfish at times and arrogant but im just human .
your not a come and go person well them i wont come anymore im gone
bye my friend . this is the end or is it i dont know.